Introduction - Hi, I’m DD

Hello, hello! It’s so nice to see you here. Welcome to my introduction. I just realized I’ve had a blog for years and never made an intro post, so that’s quite odd but here it is now. 

This is where you will find information, tips, including setting your boundaries unapologetically, and most importantly my experience as an Ebony virtual sex worker. If you haven’t come across them already and read them, here is a bit of what to expect with my words. 

1. I am very transparent. Lately, I hold nothing back. I had finally reached my breaking point of truth. I figured why would or should I hold back and leave the facts out? A lot of companies and people who actually make money off of us, will paint this delusional picture that it’s easy and that’s simply not true. Especially as an Ebony performer. I remember there was a self proclaimed SW “teacher” who was teaching lies and calling it a class. She was charging hundreds of dollars per class. She was aggressive and mean spirited. Almost like a bully. I’ll admit, I sat there thinking to myself, why on earth would she make these people pay her to lie to them? No shade, all tea. I don’t know why, but I was genuinely confused with her demeanor. In the beginning, I tried to sympathize with the fact that she too was an Ebony performer and her demeanor wasn’t anger but rather passion. Like almost trying to rationalize with she’s not angry she just wants to see us win. She too, was one who was painting it out to be so easy and claiming to have the secrets to success in this industry; and the only way to have access to it was through her classes. 

After a while of listening to her sales pitch incorporated into her bullying antics, the fear of missing out took over my body and I began to feel bad for not taking her classes. I began to think it was me and I was at fault for not making as much as she said we could make. I thought I was missing something, or doing something wrong. Perhaps I'd missed a step. Was it my aura? Or maybe it was because I wasn’t spending hours upon hours online. Am I not as invested as I probably should be? Am I doing this all wrong? I thought.

Although I was in the game longer than her, what she was advertising just didn’t seem like my personal experience. She flat out claimed to be making thousands of dollars a week. And the kicker is, I started to feel like perhaps I could learn something new from her since she’d been so successful, and so I almost broke my bank to buy one of her classes like a dumbass. My gut instantly stopped me and I said self, trust me. Sit this one out. She’s not saying anything you haven’t already found in a Google search. Come to find out, she was indeed, a fraud. She was busted by one of her students as a scammer. Someone literally left a review saying she’s telling people stuff they can do a Google search for, there’s no trick or different way to make money in this industry. So my intuition was correct. But I still couldn’t figure out why she would lie to folks; and then it dawned on me, she was marketing her services to secure her own bag. Deceiving people wasn’t a concern of hers. That’s marketing 101! I have no idea why I hadn’t thought of that before; I had a career as a marketing rep for crying out loud. Anyway…. onward to point 2!

2. I’m very helpful. To my own detriment some times, I can be too helpful and available; and that at times can allow people to have idea that I owe them my time and knowledge. But here is where I can’t stop being me and I’ll always try to be as helpful as I possibly can. Not always available, but helpful.  I’m not the universe, so I may not have all the answers, but I’ll find out, and I’m always open to have a community of my peers come and share their knowledge, experience, and helpful information of their own. Honestly, I’m sick and tired of doing it all on my own.

3. I am very blunt. I’m from NYC; born and raised, so being blunt is already instilled in me from my upbringing. But, being a Leo, Pescatarian makes it worse. I will at times, unintentionally be as blunt as I want to be and not give two flying fucks about it. It’s life and if someone doesn’t want to hear or see the truth, get the fuck up off my blog. Simple.

This truth and journey is not for the weak or the competitive. Readers and listeners should know, I have a private life outside of here, that I intend to keep that way. I have my stage name to build this persona if you will; to keep my work separate from my rather boring life for lack of better words. 

Kidding; but when I’m working I do feel more alive, and that’s no lie. While there may be some posts where I’ll touch a bit on my personal life, the overall goal here is to be as authentic as a performer and person as possible. The truth is, adult performers do have a separate life outside of their work and it should be that way. We are entitled to our privacy and our lives, and when we are working; it is just that. Work. Though fun work for some of us, it’s still work. And if you’re anything like me, it’s just work that we actually enjoy doing for once. While all readers and listeners are welcome, this is specifically for Ebony models who are either in the game already and seeking ways to improve, or thinking of getting into this and could use some guidance.

Without going on yet another rant, I want to point out that yes, things are different for us as Ebony models. I’ve experienced it, I’ve witnessed it, and I’m here to express that. Perhaps a bit more, and certainly nothing less. My writing and this blog is not meant to offend others, or discredit the experience of others, so before anyone comes here and tries to compete or make it about them, please do yourself a favor and find someone else to play with. As a Black woman, it is rather insulting to have others try to come and hi-jack our experience in everything we do, creatively and make it about them. Further adding insult to injury by gaslighting and deflecting our experience of lack of appreciation and credit for the hard work we put into our craft. We are not equally compensated and as virtual sex workers,  and yet I’ve never heard anyone complain or explain. I’m here to change that and highlight everything…. Let me say that again… everything. And while my intention was never to make this about race, again; I’ve had this blog for many years and I have written about the good, the bad, the ugly, and the indifferent. I’ve revamped my blog several times to help find my purpose in this. I struggled with deciding how much to write about. Should I spill all the tea and leave nothing out, or keep it cute and pretend like everything is berries and cherries? I thought. I couldn’t figure out if I wanted to be 1000% transparent or keep it cute and leave some things out to paint the industry to be truly straight forward with instant high levels of money and success. And then I thought perhaps I should wait until I make it big and lie about my success to the top completely ignoring the hardships it took me to get there. Here we are 14 years later, I’m no closer to the top and I’m still seeing some of my most top performing fellow Ebony PSO and camgirls working for 5 cents. I realized, my silence in all of this is not helping anyone. The truth is, it’s not easy. At all. They’re all lying to you to get you signed up for an emotional rollercoaster. And it’s a weird ass flex, because the average person who doesn’t see success within the first week, is quitting, so in hindsight it’s really not helping the platform or the referral person who signed them up but, okay. The cold hard truth is, this industry is not instantly lucrative and it is emotionally as well as mentally taxing.

Throughout this blog and my career as a virtual sex worker, I’ve always done my best to look at the brighter side and see things beyond the obvious while still inadvertently pointing out the obvious, because somehow the obvious still finds its way to me, thus making me feel compelled to now talk about it. Boy, was that a tongue twister. Whew! Needless to say, now is the time to talk about it and so I will. In accepting the truth as an Ebony creator, perhaps this will help so many other Ebony models succeed in their own way. 

Now to the good stuff. I’ve been in the virtual adult industry for 14 years. I started out selling sex toys and quickly moved on to phone sex. All while I was still employed at my 9-5 marketing job. I wanted it all. I’ll admit. I can’t remember for the life of me, which phone sex company I started with outside of Niteflirt. But I do remember taking calls while I was at work. I'd just excused myself and go to the bathroom. Anyway, here’s where it really became a serious thing. 

Picture it, 2012 - I was self employed with a vanilla t-shirt business. I’d literally just retired from my 9-5 job as a Marketing Rep for a major media payroll company, to focus on my t-shirt business as it was growing. All of my bills were paid off, I’d funded my t-shirt business with cash from my vanilla job and my phone sex gig, and I had no debt so, I had the opportunity to further invest my time into my business fully. However, things didn’t quite turn out that way. Somehow things shifted, money that was coming in, was just as quickly being spent (not by me) and before I knew it, I needed cash and I needed it faster. 

A year after that, I ended up divorced and becoming a webcam model. Since then, I’ve been in the adult industry part time. It paid the bills and bought food when I needed it for my own family. My t-shirt business never recovered, and I needed to go back to the 9-5 life to help make ends meet and pay major bills. But I always stayed in the phone and webcam industry for extra money. I’ve dabbled into recording erotica audio for sale and creating solo content for passive sales. I also offered custom video and audio services. I’ve worked heavily with platforms like Niteflirt, MyFreePhoneSite, TalktoMe, ManyVids, Internetmodeling, MyFreeCams, Extra Lunch Money, LiveJasmin, and IMLive to name a bit more than a few.

Til this day, I still work part time in the industry, while maintaining my own talk site, and further exploring options on other new platforms. As an Ebony model, I do have the desire to be exclusive to a few sites, but earnings for me are limited, so limiting where I earn is equally critical for me. Over time, I’ve learned about exploring different platforms while noting which ones work best for me. It gives me the opportunity to focus on which ones earn me the most, so that I can cut the ones who don’t, and prevent burning myself out by splitting time and energy between one too many. If you’ve made it through this post thus far, you’ve probably already guessed my overall goal in producing this material. It’s to shed light on the industry authentically and educate anyone thinking of doing this. This isn’t to deter anyone from doing it. It’s to better prepare, so that success is achieved in the timeframe meant to be while maintaining a healthy lifestyle in its full form. So I hope you enjoy learning more about my journey while ultimately creating yours. Cheers to success! Now… .let’s get this fuckin party started, shall we?

I Just Tried Camming At Night

First of all, I’m a day time hoe. The freaks really do come out at night. Keep reading. No shade… all tea. By the end of this post, I’ll need to go paint myself into a clown emoji because the fuckery is laughable on my part at this point.

Okay ya’ll, so I just finished camming during the night ya’ll and I have to say… it’s interesting to say the least. It’s about 1 am est time right now. 

Yesterday was my 13 year webcameraversary on webcamodels.com. I decided to stream on this day to celebrate my anniversary with this platform. 

Boom, I look cute, finally dressed for the occasion and I get an invite to view a camera. Of course I’m thinking it’s a request to view a cam of a guy who is jerking off to me, which is my speciality and it wasn’t. It was a black guy (this "minor" detail is essential in this story, keep reading) who was fully dressed, smoking, drinking, and simply listening to old school music from the 70’s and 80’s. I immediately felt right at home, because I’ve been streaming almost everyday since my account with webcammodels.com has been revived and that’s the only music I’ve been playing. I’m thinking we’re going to vibe and treat this like some sort of episode of a TV show for adults like the good ole days, you know like the Robyn Byrd show? Vibing, drinking, smoking, laughing, and talking about sex, etc. I was totally game for something new. When I’m able, privates are always welcome. But this seemed different. 

My agent is usually easily accessible to me for assistance whenever I’m streaming, but yesterday was also his birthday so of course he was out celebrating despite him encouraging me to allow him to linger around and monitor my stream; I insisted he take the night off, venture out, and celebrate. I just knew I could handle this on my own. WRONG! 

The guy paid me to view his cam. He respected my tip list. I can totally appreciate that. But after a while, or should I say a couple of drinks later, he’s talking and expressing himself to me, including giving me his age, he was chatty no patty out this bitch. But he goes on to lightly complain about webcammodels.com, saying it’s one of the worst platforms he's been on out of many.  I sat there with my huge glass of wine and listened. I was intrigued to find out what exactly he meant by that. 

He goes on to say, he’s been in the web camming game since the late 80’s early 90’s. I thought, wow, this has been going on since the 80’s? That is interesting. He says, whenever he comes to webcammodels.com; he doesn’t have many favorites, in fact, he said he initially had just one favorite, and recently discovered another favorite, but now that he’s found me, he considers me to be a favorite too, and that’s very rare for him. His words. I caught myself feeling special because in this business, you want to be liked. Your money as a black performer no less, ultimately depends on how much your fans or potential fans will like you. If they can’t vibe with you, no matter what your niche is, they won’t come back. Now this doesn’t mean you have to take abuse as a black creator, it just means be personable, assertive, and witty. Know your worth and wear it with confidence. Your audience should feel your vibe and want to connect with you. Anyway, I sat there, continued to listen to him. I smiled, nodded my head, agreeing with his top picks, even though I had no idea of who he was talking about. He mentioned her name so much, I finally tuned in and saw she was actually streaming. I clicked on his number one fave to view her profile and fan her, she was of course a caucasian woman. I wasn’t surprised or disappointed. I have a lot of white fans and I absolutely love that. I am 1000% game for diversity. I’m here to simply point out the scarcity of appreciation for Ebony models. Let’s continue, shall we?

I clicked on his second fave to fan her also, she was a black model. I breathed a sigh of relief to see that she is in fact an Ebony model because I have not seen many Ebony models there. As an agent that is concerning to me because Ebony models deserve to have a platform to earn money and build fans on. Our presence or lack of further, is a red flag for more approvals on Ebony model applications. However, seeing the amount of Ebony models and fans alike last night, made me quite hopeful and I went on to vocalize the amount of Ebony models who were present and how proud I was to see them there. He agreed, other fans agreed. 

He kept going with complimenting me, expressing his appreciation for my energy and my beauty. He called me a star, said “You have star vibes, you're different". He said he's seen many Ebony models on the platform and none of them look quite like me. I was flattered. I’ll admit it. But I couldn’t help but to equally feel disheartened that he would even say something like that on this platform; in this industry. I kept thinking, why can’t we all just be our own unique selves, express ourselves sexually, and be free with our sexual speech. The industry is going through enough as it is with the new laws and crack downs on how adults express themselves. I don’t hear white men talk like this about their counterparts.

I suddenly zoned out from his talking when I looked down at my viewed list, to see how many viewers were in my room, and I noticed the black model he mentioned was his second favorite (his words) was also viewing my cam while she too was streaming. I immediately began to feel like they were a team or something, it was getting a bit weird. He was lowkey acting like a pimp. Nevertheless, I still smiled, pretended like I wasn’t bothered by this, and continued to speak her own success in my head passing it over to the universe.

So now the black male fan who’s cam I’m still viewing, continues with voicing his grievances about models and services these days. He says: "models don’t understand that fans are giving them their hard earn money from their actual paychecks that they get from their jobs." He said he doesn’t like models demanding that they be taken to private for shows, demanding to be paid for tit flashes, and shaking their asses on public cam. He said the models are not appreciative of the tips anymore, all they care about are private shows and back in his day, that was how models were paid. With sheer tips that’s it, that’s all. I said to myself: wow, he is not happy with today’s innovation.

I found this to be interesting and I couldn’t understand why he was talking about this in my stream because: 

• A. my topic said nothing about privates being welcome this time. I just wanted to celebrate; but I said self, don’t personalize his statement. 
• B. without privates, models would never make any money. Especially the Ebony models. And then I got to thinking, is he talking about Ebony models? Then I shook it off and said, nahhh… Don’t think like that Diana, stop separating black and white models. You can earn just as much money, just like them. Just win fans over with your charm.

So in hindsight, he basically said, webcammodels.com is too structured in a way that accommodates and protects the models hosting there to ensure we are paid for our time and artistic acts. Now I’m becoming a bit irritated and uncomfortable. But I go on to listen. I didn’t want to boot him out of the cam, because I didn’t want him to retaliate. Such a shame that I have to think this way in order to feel like I am protecting myself and my account. I’m thinking.. Just take it until one of us logs off. Ugh!

It gets worse, he didn’t stop there, he further goes on to brag about other sites being better because the women are showing important parts of their body off for free and doing far more for free and he doesn’t have to spend his money. And I thought, but you’re still here tipping. Okay. 

I want to point out one other site that is even more strict and 1000% exclusive to higher paying clients. That’s livejasmin. Livejasmin is one of my ultimate favorite platforms because they are the epitome of anti-freeloaders and johns who want a free show. They do not allow models to stream nude in public chat, let alone allow models to put on full free shows in public chat. Their site is one of high class and stature. They only want fans that can and love to spend.  Livejasmin only lost me because they began requiring models to have their photos professionally taken, and I’m talking even the profile SFW photos. I checked out and closed my account. However, I understood their end goal, and I’m super happy to know they’re still going strong and thriving. If I ever get a photographer, I would definitely go back there. The vibe, structure, and pay was amazing. I was always guaranteed a private whenever I logged on too. Livejasmin is VERY Ebony model friendly. 

Let’s move on… As he was talking I thought well if you think this site is bad, don’t go over to livejasmin.

He never took a breath, he went from complaining about webcammodels.com to giving me the 3rd degree, asking how long I’ve been a model on webcammodels.com. I replied with 13 years to the day, and he says he’s never seen me there. He was so lit, because he was basically calling me a liar about how long I’ve been there. I said, honey, you can go look on my profile, the fine print is there. Just because you haven’t seen me here, doesn’t mean I’ve never been here. I went away, life happens, and I took a break. He expressed understanding the circumstances, and then asked me if I was ever in the Ebony room on webcammodels.com. I said yes, I’ve been there. He didn’t believe me. He kept repeating that I have never been in that room. We did a bit of back and forth for a while before I changed the subject. I’ll admit, I have to take responsibility for allowing such fuckery to continue on my stream knowing I have potential customers wanting to pay me to come up and look at them cum for me.

But, I was curious to see if this would eventually turn into a drunken party where everyone could truly participate and have a good time. I thought don’t be such a stiff, Diana. People bicker and get back on track all the time. Just go with it, have a good time, and be free.

Another fan tipped me look at their cam. I immediately clicked his cam to be viewed next to the black guy. 

Sidenote: on webcammodels.com, models and fans can view up to 4 cams in their streams. When I’m viewing cams, I tend to allow fans to remain on cam with me once they’ve paid me to view; until they turn their cameras off. The only time I turn their cameras off is when I’m being called into a private or I’m logging off all together. It’s a horrible practice, I know. My agent tells me all the time. He says don’t make them get too comfortable by keeping up with this practice. And he’s right. Because there are some who take advantage in a bad way. Like the guy I’m talking about in this post. For the record, I do it to be fair, so to have this clown come up to hi-jack and complain any way, when I and so many other Ebony models are pretty fair; is absolutely frustrating to no end. However, I take full responsibility and acknowledge my own fuckery in this shit show and not understanding how much I’m worth. I need to take a glimpse of my own advice and roll with it. I know I will have to change this way of thinking and shift it, because I’m pretty dope like so many other Ebony models. 

The new guy who came on the second cam, looked like he was caucasian. Very handsome young man. We smiled at each other, sent heart signals, blew kisses to each other while the black guy was in his top corner of my screen still listening to music, drinking, and vibing in a world of his own. 

Me and the cute caucasian guy are vibing, he slowly brings his camera down to his pants where I see his bulge. I go on to tease him. He starts taking his cock out, stroking it. My mouth is watering, tongue hanging out. All the while, my attention is in between the two guys. A practice I also do to make them equally feel important, while entertaining my viewers; but the black guy started seemingly getting belligerent. I go on to entertain the guy whipping his dick out and as I’m standing up to do a minor twerk for the white guy, the black guy says:

“I was gonna say you need to get up and do something for him. You can’t just be sitting there doing nothing. He paid you to view his cam.” - again I laughed it off, but now my teeth are gritting from being more irritated. The cost to view cams is .90 cents. Unlimited timing with me. This is the moment I should have banned his wanna be freeloading ass off my stream, but again, I wasn’t sure if he and the black model were together, so I kept it cool. But what I wanted to say to him was "I don’t have to get up and do a muthafuckin thing”.  This muthafucka was truly giving pimp vibes. I said to myself oh no, I need him to go.

Now, another feature with webcammodels.com if no one else knows this, there is a public group chat that everyone in that room has access to. Models and fans alike. So if someone talks in the public group chat everyone sees it and can react to it. If someone sends a random tip or a tip from someone’s tip list, everyone sees that in the public group chat. We can’t see private show requests from fans, but we can see when someone either a model or fan, accepts a private session request. Keep this part in mind for the next batch of fuckery this muthafucka did while talking all that shit. 

So now, at the point where he made that comment, I finally muted him. Still didn’t kick him off like a dumbass but I muted him. But here’s the kicker, the entire time he was talking, complaining, and being indignant, he was tipping quite a few white models for doing the very thing he was complaining about. Sitting there. Yes you’ve guessed it, sitting there, doing nothing. No performance for free. Every act they were requested to do, either involved them going into a private or being tipped for it. Even the slightest act. Make sense? No? You’re right, doesn’t quite make sense to me either. Let’s keep going with the story shall we? 

Recap, when people get tipped there, members can either tip from the menu list, or a random amount with or without a note. He’s tipping these women to “smile”, other tip menus set by models with messages like “you’re so beautiful”, “I love you”, “Stand up” to name a few. And these aren’t low costing tip requests, these tip requests are high. So this loud mouth stream hi-jacker was tipping the white models heavy amounts. Now one may ask, how did I know they are white models? Webcammodels.com has it where members can create avatars. They also have default avatars, so if there’s a white couple, their avatar is of a white man and a white woman. If there’s a black member, their avatar is of a single black member. Same for a single white members. 

After a while I got to thinking, I allowed this guy to hi-jack my entire stream on my 13 year webcamerversary. Eventually the white guy cut his cam off. As a matter of fact, he cut his cam off the moment that asshole made the comment about me getting up to do something. I don’t think that sat well with the younger guy. So this black dude totally hi-jacked my stream for the whole hour and a half I was there. I realized he was name dropping the white model the whole time, talking shit about the platform, badgering me about my experience and so on. My favorite was when he kept what felt like; trying to little girl me like I had no idea what I was doing or no idea about how this all works. While calling me a star and steady looking mesmerized by my sheer existence. Of course other fans stepped in to tip me and give me five star ratings. I love them all so much. 

The black guy is continuing to try and talk to me, but I guess he hadn’t realized that I muted him so I couldn’t hear a word he was saying. He’s dancing, and he starts taking his clothes off to finally start stroking his meat. It was then, I finally decided to end my stream and kick everyone off. He had finally succeeded in turning me completely off. 

Now... here are my actual thoughts on the matter. I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again. Fans have this alarming sense of entitlement with models, especially Ebony models. I sat there and listened to this guy talk about his distaste for models wanting to earn a living by putting themselves out there for everyone to see, while equally tipping caucasian models large amounts to do absolutely nothing special. I heard him talk about being able to see models for free on other platforms, while he was hyping up the caucasian models by tipping them and name dropping for the chat. The one black model he acknowledged aside from me, all she got were 5 star ratings. I don’t know how long she’d been streaming online that night, but the time I was there, I didn’t see anyone tipping her. He tipped mostly white women and me (so much for only having one favorite for a while. Seemed like he had quite a handful that night). For the record, I am grateful that he tipped me. It wasn’t much. But I know I “have” to be grateful for the little bit he did tip me. And I am. I truly am. But I am mad as hell at fans that continuously tell Ebony models to give it all away for free with the hopes of getting a large tip. I’ve seen Ebony models have a goal of just $50 dollars; fifty fucking dollars and only receiving 5 dollars after streaming online for many hours, twerking, engaging, hyping up a crowd, fucking a dildo with their pussy and ass, doing magic tricks with their cooch, squirting to entice a crowd and be liked, all for FREE in live public chat for NOTHING. Zero coins, nada, zilch. Just to be told they’re not allowed to ask for privates or tips? It’s…infuriating… How dare anyone think it’s okay to abuse Ebony models and shame us for wanting to make a living out of doing a hard ass job. This job is very hard and mentally taxing and we DON’T complain. We don’t beg for spare change, we can’t even talk about the mistreatment without certain people either getting offended and/or trying to compete with us about our struggle, let alone have the room to complain about it.. How the hell are you competing with the struggle of Ebony models never seeing thousands of dollars in their bank accounts for this line of work but YOU DO. No one should ever try to even compete with our struggle and what we deal with. We still ultimately outperform and deserve to be accommodated. No one should ever tell us to sell ourselves short. Ain’t no way in hell I’m spending hours upon hours online to earn NOTHING. If I can’t be respected and accommodated for what I’m already doing, which is dancing, engaging, looking at cams, talking, playing with my cooch, I shouldn’t be doing that for hours and receive nothing because some douchebag believes that I should be doing it for free. Anyone can feel how they want about this specific topic, but as long as it’s going to keep happening to us, I’m NOT going to stop addressing it. This freeloading behavior with Ebony models is worn and TIRED.

This IS a real job. This is art. You pay actors for the movies they play in right? You pay music artists for the music they’re producing right? Movies, shows, and music are all things we enjoy. Just so happens some people also enjoy porn and the people who perform sexual acts, whether with a partner, solo, in person, or virtually, it’s all still art, expression, and performance. IT SHOULD NOT BE FREE. Teasers are free. Short ordinary trailer videos for movies and shows to entice fans are free. Actors get paid an appearance fee to interact with fans don’t they? Singers and performers get paid to perform at a concert right? And no one has a muthafuckin problem with paying for it even if there are no refunds and the artist either SUCKED on stage, didn’t show up, or canceled. No one says a word, all crickets. So all of a sudden there’s smoke for the people who ask to be paid to help you cum? To watch you, engage with you, take orders from you, listen and read your twisted fantasies and kinky fetishes - you’re still riding on that service being for free? There’s a problem with Ebony women or any woman for that matter, asking to be taken into private shows so that they can give you their full attention? Because I’ll be clear, he never mentioned which models were “demanding” - (and I put that in parenthesis because he already gave attention seeking vibes) private shows. I made the safe assumption that he was indeed complaining about Ebony models because he was legit tipping the caucasian models for everyone to see. It was truly a slap in the face. 

Let’s be clear here, work is work. Some people like working vanilla jobs. Other’s like to be an artist, doesn’t fucking matter how that looks. It’s someone’s energy, their vibes, and their emotional passion that they are putting into taking the time to entertain your wannabe freeloading clown ass. So get with the program and stop being so fucking cheap and entitled. Pay the artist like you would pay any other artist. 

And I really fucking wish platforms would stop giving these assholes all this free space to make statements like that. Nevertheless, if you’re on a platform that requires you to pay the model, obviously you want the attention of that specific model and you definitely should pay them for their time and energy. Especially if they’re black and doing magic tricks to go above and beyond, providing you a great ass show. Pay them! End. Of. Story.

Now back to my regularly scheduled fucking programming. I logged back on two hours later, and it was all good vibes again. I really enjoyed it after that asshole left. Stay tuned for more stories to share.

Wait… I had Two Model Accounts with THIS Website! 😱

So picture it, I received a message on sexyjobs.com about becoming a webcam model and agent through IM and when I was approved for the account, I noticed webcammodels.com looked familiar. Like I’d been there before. I did a side eye because sometimes I really am that ditzy. Well I tried signing up for webcammodels.com and they said, girl you already have an account here. Changed my password, got access and started shaking my ass online. I earned more in 10 minutes than I have in one hour (and/or 3 hours) on any other platform. Only to find out, the account I was shaking my ass on, is NOT the one linked to my IM account. I gagged. I said wait… I have another account with webcammodels.com? Sure enough, YES! I do. One is from 2013 and the other from 2016. 

Girl… I have two accounts with webcammodels.com. They are really that chill. Wow. Of course I can’t keep both. Especially since webcammodels.com is linked to IM so I’ve got choices to make here. More details coming soon. 

I love webcammodels.com. I really don’t understand why I was never consistent here. My previous actions need to be studied. Seriously.